Have you ever liked anyone you couldn't get? You cried about them at night, and made scars for them? It's such a great feeling but yet at the same time so dreadful. You want that one slim chance of being with them, but yet know that will never happen. That you will never have that moment when you both stare into each other's eyes and whisper into each other's ears how much you love each other. You want them so badly and yet the more slim the chance of you two together, the greater your feelings get. You don't even want to make out with him, or kiss him, you just want him to notice you, to look at you in the eye, and smile, and know that he cares, and for one moment feel understood. That's how I feel.