It had been three years
And we were finally engaged
It seemed like eternity
But you hadn't aged
You promised we would last
And our vows would soon be said
I would see you every morning
While I lie awake in bed
I didn't see it coming
The day that soon would end
End the time we spent together
And all we had left to spend
The door rang and I thought it was you
You were an hour late
I was ready to yell at you
Ready to cancel our date
I opened the door and stood there staring
They were standing there in their blue
They told me what had happened
What had happened tonight to you
You were just found there
All tangled up in the car
As they were explaining I fell
I felt like I was locked in a jar
A jar with the lid enclosed
No space to move about
No facial expressions would show
I could't even pout
You left me here to fend for myself
To take on this world of lies
But I can't do it alone
There are too many skies
I soon will join you in heaven
I needed you in my life
So I will take my own for you
And I soon will end this strife
I hold this gun with strength
Pointing towards my head
I soon will pull the trigger
And soon I will be dead
**This is a true story but of course it didn't happen to me personally. But please if you could comment and tell me what you think that would mean a lot**
