I lost my self some where in the transformation
no one knows that i still haven't found my self
everyday i put on an act its as regular to me as getting dressed in the morning i pretend to be the person people knew me as be fore i lost myself
no one knows me for me and not for my act that i put on after no one can see past it which means i must be doing a good job or I'm just scared of what people will think of the new me the me that i have found the one i don't know
Ive tried to let people in but when i get close they start to see the real me and they back off and they say Ive changed and i didn't change i lost my self in the translation from being a kid and becoming a teenager and so on but they just never knew me the really me not the act i put on but the me i discoverd who i don't like as much but i have to show everyone who i am how i am I'm not the happy person i used to be Ive changed i do a lot of stuff i know i shouldn't but i cant control and people are worried but if they knew me for me now they should be but they think that things that happen effect me and they do but those aren't whats changing me its what happen in the past that no one thought was a big deal so now Ive loss my self the real me and the old me and i don't know where to go from here
please comment i really wanna know what you guyz think
