You told me that you loved me.
But truly I think it was a lie.
For some odd reason,
I wonder why.
Why did you lie to me?
Knowing I would cry.
Why did you even pretend?
Pretend to care at all.
Are you like them?
Do you like it when I fall?
Do you think I'm stupid?
Because I wanted it to be true?
Do you think I'm dumb,
Cause I'm in love with you?
What's your problem?
Why do you like it when I hurt?
Why do you think it's funny,
When I feel like dirt?
Do you crave my pain?
As much as I do myself?
Do you want me to end this?
All by myself?
When I cut do you find it relieving?
To know I'm in more pain?
Do you think I'm okay?
When I'm crying in the rain?
Do you believe me when I say "I'm fine"?
Even though I'm not.
Would you like it better?
If I were "hott"?
Is there something wrong with me?
Am I not good enough?
Why can't we be?
Why do you make this so tough?
I'm sorry I ever loved you,
And I'm sorry that I care.
Is it a crime?
To want to be there?
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-:*(- I'm not done...I'll finish it later...
