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This life of mine is so unfair.
My mom hates me
My sister doesn’t care
And the only one that’s there is my dad.

He’s the only reason why I hold myself to stay alive.
Cause if I were to die I know he wouldn’t be able to survive.
The agony and pain he would go through, each and everyday
If I weren’t to stay.

Though I told him many times that in this world full of hate and pain that there might be any day that I would end up taking my life away.
He cries and I feel his pain cause it’s not his fault that I don’t want to stay.
He tries to make things right but what he really ends up doing is pulling us apart.

It hurts me to see my dad cry.
My heart keeps tearing apart and there’s no way it could be stopped.
I've been hurt so deep for so long that I don't have any more strength.
My hopes and dreams are all dead.
They were the only things I had and you mom took them away.

Mom you just want me to leave
But I’m not to your please.
I won’t give you the joy, to see me fall to the floor.
I’m not the stupid little girl I was before.

For you daddy I’ll stay and support the pain.
This pain I would just gain.
Cause nothing is ever going to change.

Daddy I love you and you know that’s true
and just for that I’ll never do anything to hurt you.
Cause I always be daddy’s little girl the one you love and adore.
So daddy you don’t have to worry any more cause daddy’s girl will always be here, for you to comfort and for you to always live for.