Ode to my Jessica
The first real friend I had
I met you before I started school
So many years ago
We met while we were young, thanks to my sister and your brother
I moved away from you, when my father died
I moved back five years later
Things had picked up between us as though they never had changed
I missed out on so much of you life, and you missed out on mine
We spent the next 4 years being good friends
till the day came and I moved away again
I came back once to visit you
you told me something I didn't want to hear.
you told me of your plan to loose your special gift
You told me of this plan to loose the love gift
I tried to talk you out of it, knowing you would regret
I tried to help you, but I only missed
I missed to much of your life, to get you to understand
I may just be a man, but I do have my wisedom
You lost your special gift
You lost it in a bad way.
you drugged a man while he was drunk, and now you pay.
You had a kid, a kid because of that day
I wished you would have listened to me, and now you pay
I still love you Jessica, I love you everyday.
I wish I could talk with you, to hear your voice again
I wish I could be there, to help you raise your kid
I wish I could be there to spend my life with you
My love for you goes on in the gut of my soul. The only place I treasure you more.
This poem goes out to a life long ffriend of mine Jessica from Bowman, If anyone from that small town in ND reads this pass it on, as I have no way to contact her anymore. She knows how I feel, she should have known all along. I still love her, and I will always care
