YoUr GoNNa MaKe Me TaKe My LiFe

People don't believe me
When I tell them I'm hurting inside
They think I'm fine
Because I act it on the outside.

They have no idea about my scars
Upon my wrists, legs and stomach
Which one do you wanna see?
Go on, Take your pick.

I have a new one upon my leg
I sliced that in tonight,
Because I was hurting again
I know its wrong, but it felt right.

I'm gonna keep doing this
Until my life gets better
Which I don't think will be anything soon
It will probably be never.

I know my family will cry
My boyfriend will feel pain
My best friend Will feel guilty
Because she made me do this... yet again.

Why do you people do this
When your suppose to be my friends
Your gonna make me take my life.

If you make my feel anymore pain
I'll go and grab that knife
And slice it through my vein.

I wont be scared to take my life
Nothing can be fixed with a knife
You couldn't let me be
Don't say you didn't do anything
Because I will leave a note
Saying you were the one who pushed me!!

~~ Please comment on this poem, its the one that means the most to me as its TRUE, its about me, everything is true in this poem. ~~