I made a terrible mistake,
i feel at times like my life is at stake.
i wish i could take back what i did. i cheated & pleaded for him to forgive me.
he is the one i truly love. i told him I'd never lie to him. so, i didn't, he got the truth. now, i haven't talked to him or even seen him in over a week. to me, life is like a candle. i will eventually burn out. some sooner than others. without him my world means nothing to me. now, that i haven't talked to him, i can feel my candle start to burn out. being addicted to the blade makes all the pain go away. so much pain lyes within me. he doesn't realize how it's effected me just as much as him. today is the day, it's gets to me all together. all the pain. my candle has burnt out.
