The Funeral

Tears spread across my face
I'm so lost and confused
My hearts not in its place

I stare at your coffin
The tissues soaked
"I still love you!" I choke

My head hangs down
My hair hides my frown
I want to be dead

I can't live life without you
I can't go on like this
I need you

My eyes have swollen from the crying
My heart is bleeding from the hurt
My wrists are soar from the cutting

I want to stop
I really do
But how can I without you

The only this that can make me happy
Is thinking about the past
But the good times didn't last

I miss you
The tears come again
I love you
Even though your not here

How can I?..
How should I?..
How am I suppose?..
To live this life alone?