Another restless night,
As I lie awake in bed.
My eyes won't seem to close,
With so many thoughts running through my head.
I wonder why the world is so selfish,
People living in their own lies.
Trying to create what seems to be the perfect life,
But only to use that as a disguise.
People hide away their sorrows,
Behind a smile oh so fake.
Afraid to show their emotions,
For fear their phony world will break.
I wonder why there is such heartbreak,
When we lose someone so dear.
I guess we never expected them to leave,
When they promised they's always stay near.
We hurt the ones we supposedly love,
and the ones that truely care.
Some people just don't notice what they want,
Until it's no longer there.
I wonder why it is so hard,
To be the person I want to be.
People always judging me and telling me how to act,
But in reality that person is far from me.
I wonder why I hate myself,
As I marvel at the people I want to be.
To me they seem so perfect,
But they hate themselves just as much as me.
I wonder about my future,
And who I am to become.
But I try not to worry too much,
For what's to come will come.
I wonder if I will ever fall in love,
And if it's to a guy that will never make me cry.
One that will sweep me off my feet,
And be together until we die.
I wonder as I lie here,
What I'll dream about tonight.
And I wonder if my worries,
Will ever turn out alright.
