People look at me and think that I'm happy,
I wish for once I could really tell them how I feel.
Suicide has crossed my mind God knows how many times.
I have wanted to just get away, but it never works because the world never goes away.
But I have found God since this all started.
If it wasn't for God I would not be here right now.
I thank him everyday for saving me from the clutches of death.
I have made so many mistakes, but I have learned from them.
