I broke my promise i didn't mean to! it was just something that i needed to do i know it wasn't right but it helped me forget the pain... for alittle while id give anything to go back in time when we all smiled and knives were for cutting food... not wrists but since i messed things up again... who will i ask for advise when you are mad at me? gosh things are getting harder and harder and the knife isn't stopping my pain like it use to maybe i can make it all stop maybe i could take it away i already broke my promise maybe i should just end it now.........
