by Amby Mae Oct 7, 2003
category :
Sadness, depression /
about death
I feel the cold metal on my skin, I’m committing the ultimate sin. The blade cuts my vein and as the blood leaks out so dose my pain. I drop the knife on the floor all covered with blood and the blood flows across my hand like a red flood. A single tear falls down my cheek, it goes so slowly that it kinda sneaks. It falls and mixes with the blood on the floor, another one comes followed by more. I sit in darkness while the blood leaks from my arms and I remember when I was little I loved lucky charms. I remember how my dad use to swing me around and I would sit on his shoulders as we walked through town. And I remember the first day of school, I was so scared but my mom smiled and acted so cool. She always picked me up when I was down and found away to reverse my frown. Then I remembered playing with my little brother and how we were always there for each other. Yeah we gave each other verbal attacks, but we always had each other’s backs. Then I thought about my sis and how I love her so, out of everyone she’s the hardest to let go. When I needed her she stood strong and always taught me right from wrong. Then I thought about my cousin who was always there for me and opened my eyes when I couldn’t see. When inside me was storm and rain, she always found away to ease my pain. |