It was a year ago today,
that you left us in the worst way.
All of it seems like a dream...
maybe it'll go away if I scream!!
No, it's not working... why not?
I really care about you a lot.
Nothing can ever bring you back...
things just seem so out of whack.
Without you it doesn't feel right;
now I wish we didn't ever fight.
I remember when I saw you last...
wow... time flew by fast.
I just have to remember great times we had.
That will help to keep me less sad.
You didn't deserve any of this...
you will be so very much missed.
We weren't as close as we should have been...
I thought we had time, but then...
The accident happened and shocked us all;
everyone had a long, hard fall.
It knocked sense into some;
but most others it just stunned.
For the past year it's been our goal
to get back up and try to fill the hole...
the hole that you left in our hearts...
but now it's time to start picking up the parts.
Nobody can ever take your place;
there will forever be that space.
At least now you don't feel any pain;
your tears no longer fall like sheets of rain.
Were weren't that close, but even so...
it still hurt so much to see you go.
I would've loved to be so much closer to you.
I would've had a cousin to share my feelings to.
Now you're gone and it's just not the same.
I feel like I only have myself to blame...
...that we weren't close before you passed away.
Now that gap will forever stay.
If I could've changed one thing before the end,
I would have tried to become closer friends.
If only we had one more day...
For there are still many things I didn't get to say...
