I'm Gonna Kill Myself Anyways.

I'm sitting here,
In despair
Nothing holding me back,
Bringing me back
You never took me back
I don't understand why you feel this way about me
You love me,
But I hate you
My mix feelings only hurt who bring the issues
Nothing but a broken box sitting in my room
While you stare on through my mirror
And I'm a lifeless story
Never read again
You look into my eyes like pages,
Pages within
Pages with no words on them
A bird is singing,
The sky is crying
Black clouds come and make my day
I'm gonna kill myself anyways
There it goes
Out of me
The world just keeps on spinning
I'm walking away,
Away form this mess
Cause now you have to clean up what you left
Cause you killed yourself
And you left me on the floor
But it's okay,
Cause I'm gonna kill myself anyways.