Feelings Inside

I can’t make it true
I can’t make it real
What is this I feel

Awake again with pain
Asphyxiate by more shame
My hearts true content slain
This destiny is so lame

This jus goes to show
How destructive we can be
Self-esteem brought a low
Why can’t you people see?

These seem so drastic
My patients aren’t elastic
Why must you be so spastic?

But won’t let this get inside of me
This isn’t the true way to be