My love for pain and blood makes my tears fall down...

I'm praying for your help
while my knees fall to the ground
and my tears run down my cheeks

I'm calling your name
In my dark hidden room
Inside my broken heart

Feeling that I'm loosing my sanity
When you ain't here
And I know you wont return

Bursting into tears suddenly
When no-one is around
And those memories return

Taking up the gun you gave me
For my last birthday
When you told me what you felt

Pulling the trigger
The moment I recalled that night
When you told me it only was a game...