Cuddle up and cry...

Everybody has a group,
that they can wander too when they're alone,
When they're feeling scared or ill,
They'll always have people to run too,
And if not friends then family,
But me I have to keep all my fears and sickness to myself,
For so many people think Im weird,
Because I don't care what other people say about me,
I don't care what the latest fashion is,
I just don't care about life at all,
So they've all left me,
Thinking I won't care about them,
When all I really want....,
Is someone to cry upon,
To spill my thoughts and feelings,
But no-one will listen,
So Im trapped in a box of solitude,
Where my screams are in my head,
Where my fears surround me,
I just want to cuddle up to someone,
And scream to the world,
But that is all over now.......