May your nights be long and cold,
as cold as winter in the north pole,
no warmth beneath your coat,
let your body go numb with no feeling,
no blood running through your veins,
so you may feel how my heart has become,
may you find no comfort at night,
lying on your bed naked and ashamed,
alone and scared,
with no one to hear you scream,
so you may remember what was forever recorded in my mind,
may your nightmares chock you in your sleep
finding no air no matter how hard you try to breath,
the depth of pressure pressed upon your throat,
cutting off any sign of life,
so you may remember that you were the one who put an end to my being,
may you become as fake like a doll,
plastic not real,
where you have eyes but yet see no color,
where you have a mouth but yet no tongue,
where you have ears but only hear screams,
where you have a nose but yet only breath in death,
where you have hands but yet only able feel the wet,cold,dirt between your fingers,
may your days be filled with sadness,
sadness so deep where suicide seems like a privilege,
may you feel what i feel,
buried alive,
emotionally dead,
with no peace of mind.
