I try to look mad
but inside I'm sad
i hate it when you make me laugh
just leave me alone
so i can cry
myself to sleep
with this sad lullaby
was it something i said
or something i did
that made you leave me here alone
i lie here in bed
with thoughts of you
running through my head
i just don't know what to do
i mask my true feelings
when I'm around you
i am not willing
to break down and cry
not with you around
to watch me die inside
