Stupid Little Crush

When you left i lost a part of me
its still so hard to believe
four months later i finally moved on
the feelings i had for you were gone
but then just three days ago i saw you on the bus
the feelings came back and i made such a fuss
my heart began to beat once more
my heart began to beat just like before
suddenly i began to stare at you
wondering if the feelings i had for you were true
i sat on the seat nearest to you
so i could have the clearest view
you felt squashed so you moved closer to me
my heart began to jump with glee
then your deep, brown eyes turned my way
but you were watching the trees to my dismay
you hated me so i pretend to ignore you
you were behind me, but i just stared at my shoe
i pretended to act really, really cool
played with my hair while we headed back to school
suddenly the bus stopped to a halt, you fell with a yelp
i reached out my hand to grab yours to help
realizing what i had just done i let go
laughed to myself and began to feel low
the touch of your hand began to make me cry
it reminded me of our couple days, and tears swelled up in my eyes
i blinked them away, forcing them to disappear
but running down my cheek was a tear
i wiped it away quickly, glanced around to see who had seen it
you saw it and in nervous shock i gently bit my lip
you asked me what happened and what was wrong
i said nothing and told you that i had yawned
inside my chest was my heart racing
it was just a stupid little crush that i was facing!

*Sorry its so long!*