Pretending to be

When you'll look at me you'll see me smile
So you won't see what lies behind
Behind all the smiles I'm faking
I try to hide the pain that's aching

I'll try my best to act, I'm alright
Though in truth I'm lost, without you by my side
But I am strong, that's what I'll try to be
Despite this broken heart inside of me

Eventhough I know I can't move on
I'll pretend that all my feelings are gone
I won't let you see that I am broken
I will leave all my pain unspoken

So that you'll see that I've left you behind
Though you'll be forever on my mind
I won't let you see me cry
With my broken wings I'll try to fly

I'll try to look happy though I'm not
I'll try to hide the feelings I still got
I'll pretend that I have let you go
So that you will never know

That without you I am lost and astray
Cause I don't want you to see me this way
Cause I know that you're already over me
And you're not just pretending to be