Your beautiful eyes captured me at once and controlled me,
And you stared gracefully, hypnotizing me into fantasy,
Each and every time you held my hand, how marvelous I felt,
But your hand is now replaced, with an infected, fatal welt,
Starless depression and denial is all I can now feel,
I can only see your ghost, so mysterious and unreal,
And your translucent beauty cascaded through my mind,
Shining into my whithering heart, leaving my soul blind,
Ever since you have been gone, I feel incomplete and weak,
I'm not the same person I was, my life is nothing but bleak,
I truly am lost without you, I have nowhere to go,
Only into exaggerated loneliness, down way below,
My dreams are tainted with the way we used to be,
A time when you actually smiled whenever you saw me,
A time when we laughed together, and we loved each other,
But now our laughs had faded, and your heart belongs to another,
And I just lay here in my room, pondering among my life,
I just lay there wondering, why can't we resolve this strife?
But as the tears endlessly fall, creating a puddle of my doom,
I can do nothing but drown, fulfilling my recurring doom,
You are my glistening star, shining ever so bright,
You are my guide through the dark, you are my only light,
Why must I go on like this, my soul screaming inside?
I can't escape myself, there is no place for me to hide,
You are my only hope of surviving this horrid place I call reality,
Please take me back, so I can stop living in surreality.
