Bitter Blood And Lies

Tears never existed as long as I was by your side,
Now my eyes bleed, from all the times that I have cried,
My throat now tastes of bitter blood and lies,
And I sense your satisfaction, as I look into your eyes,
I can not stand the way you are torturing me,
And you once said it was meant for us to be,
You once said we'll be together forever,
Forever is nothing now, forever is never,
My body is burned, my arms are bruised,
My legs are cut from all the words you used,
And I stand here staring, as you leave me here,
The roses fell out of my hand, and my eyes shed a tear,
My heart belongs to you, and it always will be there to stay,
But you hardly care, you threw it all away,
I missed just holding you, and laying there as we both fell asleep,
I missed looking into your eyes, and your beauty caused me to weep,
I miss the sound of your laugh, I miss the sound of your voice,
I miss the sound of your happiness, I miss the sound of your rejoice,
I know you may despise me, for all the horrible things I have done,
I'm in a fight with my misery, and my brokenhearted misery won,
I'm lost without you, I don't think I'll ever love anyone as I loved you,
The only thing I'd love to hear you say is those words..."I love you too"
But I'm living in a fantasy, I'll never hear from you again,
But as I'm writing this, I know I'm going insane,
So here is the poem, I have written with all of my pain,
Here is your poem, signed with a tear stain.