Trapped...

Life is so hard
nothings going right
i just wish
i could end my life

i have so many reasons
reasons that'll ease the pain
but then again
my pain is like the rain

never stops
never ceases
always there
always increases

but its soothing
it helps you relax
takes everything away
like the dreadful facts

the fact that no one understands me
where ever i go
true friends i wish to have
but will never know

i want to open up
but Ive been hurt so many times
i don't know if i can take it anymore
but my friend said just to try

try and try again
maybe then I'll succeed
and find a true friend
maybe then I'll be freed

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