Congratulations

Congratulations
you have won
you've finally killed me...
didn't notice, did you.

Every day that i loved you
you shunned me from your life
i was the only one who understood your pain and more
but someone else was better anyhow.

Every afternoon, i scream inside
every evening I die a little more
every night i cut my wrists
just to wake up another morning.

What did i do to deserve this
my life is starting to unfurl
i used to always have a smile on my face
but now I'm known as
Anorexic Girl.

so congratulations
you've become
the knife across my wrist
and the rope around neck.

My one last hope:
my love for you, you'll find...
you'll look into my eyes and see
the death that lays behind.