Shaun, the happy version

For a long time I've only thought
of how much you hurt me
but now I'm getting over it
I'm remembering how fun it'd be

whenever we were together
we'd laugh until we were in pain
we talked of deep and meaningful things
we clicked, two of the same

with you i felt so comfortable
i could be who i wanted to be
and you loved the person i was
you always loved me for me

you looked into my eyes
taking in every bit of me
and i knew the love you felt
wasn't fake, it couldn't be

i never told you i loved you
if i could go back i would
i want you to know what you meant to me
and how you made me feel so good

you'd only known me two weeks
when you said the famous L word
i remember it exactly
i pretended i never heard

it makes me laugh now
when i think all that time back
but at the time it scared me to death
my whole world seemed to turn black

i didn't want you to love me
not until i felt it too
not long after, i did feel it
but you never knew

i finally decided to tell you
exactly how i felt
but it was to late, I'd ran out of time
because thats when i found out

I'm just thinking now of how great
me and you could have been
you made me happy always
i lived my life as a dream.

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