I messed up and really I didnt do anything for you to be pissed about....
So now Im sitting here.. just thinking to myself...
I cant find a reason or even an explanation to explain the pain I am feeling...
I feel like I am suffocating and I cant breathe.. I swore that this world has got a grasp on me..
All the people that are supposed to be there for you that are family.. are just being more out of touch and disappearing..
I cant for just a second without being watched.. or even dare to ask what the freak that there is to living by the stroke of the clock...
Everyone like to point and talk their shit.. man what I wouldnt give.. to yell at someone and just relax within.. I cant take all of the blame.. and then sin..
when all that seems.. is caving in...
