Darkness Steals My Heart Away

Darkness gains my heart
As I hope for the death
Of those around me
I cannot stand them
With their happiness
Or joy
It sickens me worse
Hate and anger fill my heart
I hurts
But its all I have left in this world
I wipe away those devilish tears
Wishing them to vanish with everything else
I have no cheerfulness
And I have no way to gain it
The one I loved showed
No recognization of me
Of course
I gave up on him a long time ago
Leaving hate to rule and guide me
For the rest of my unknown life,
Which may last today,
Or may last years and years to come
I do not know
For I do not tell the future
Only darkness knows
And I don’t think I want to know just yet