talk back to him i never dared.
mommy saw me black and blue.
but still mommy never knew.
he said keep my mouth shut and she will stay to see another day.
so i wouldn't tell,
still i lived in hell.
the hits got harder i got older.
mommy never knew.
what all she put me through.
i say I'm sorry and i never meant to do the things i do.
just one day i got tired off it and i knew i had to tell of my story in hell.
i guess his threats were right for my mommy died that night.
at the viewing i did not go i couldn't stand seeing what i had done to her.
i thought on how this all begone,
i shout out sorry as a tear falls from my face.
he storms in my room and says to shut my mouth.
i reply why? why?!? what else can you take from me? my life? well go ahead i don't care i rather be with my mom then anywhere!
he gets mad and started to run for his gun.
he puts it to my head and asks if theres anything i would like to say
yes there is!i say back. here put the gun in my mouth i will go faster.
he puts the gun in my mouth to pull the trigger of death and happiness.
I'm sorry mommy that you never knew,
then maybe i could have saved you.
