Smiling just isn't my thing anymore,
hugs and kisses don't mean a thing,
because you left me,
I'm a bird with a broken wing.
I'm getting tired of this,
superficial life,
why did it seem so obvious,
that you had held the knife?
you left a heart broken,
on the floor where the shattered shards lay,
it pains me to ask myself,
why you didn't stay.
we were happy months ago,
what happened to your heart?
you left me in pieces,
I'm here, back again, right at the damn start.
the wallows of my agony,
is a never ending cry,
i cant stop thinking to myself,
that i just wanna die,
i lied to myself,
when i said i didn't love you
little did i no,
that shit wasn't true.
regrets cloud my memories.
of the happy times we had shared together,
i wish i could tell you now,
how much i really cared.
ill never be alright again,
the pain is to unreal,
my heart will stop beating,
since it will just never heal.