Ive lost…
Everything I have ever believed in;
Ive lost myself,
My soul,
My love for you,
My friendship,
And most of all my life.
Everything crashing down before me.
Everything is making me brake down.
I need to be helped.
I need to cry my pain away.
I need to let go of everything.
But yet nothing can save me.
But yet im just a lost soul.
But yet im scared.
Scared of me?
Scared of life?
Who knows,
Not even I can tell.
What is going to happen.
Most day I wish I could.
Most days I wish I was dead.
Left alone burred in a ditch.
Only in my dreams can that happen.
Only in my nightmares will I come back to life.
Another night,
Another tear drop,
Another night to see the redness inside me,
Another night to think,
Another wasted night.
