Dear God

Dear God,

My grandpa seems to always be sick lately, I really wish he was well
But I know one day you'll take him from us all making our lives seem like hell

I really wish you wouldn't take him at least not right now
because I'm not sure I could move on and if I could How?

Just know one thing lord no matter who you take from me you I couldn't hate
because you do these things because I'm the one you shape

all I ask for this time is a chance to say goodbye
because that was my only regret when my grandma had to die

I really don't want to lose him I thought he'd live till I went to my first prom
I wish he'd live forever otherwise life feels so wrong

I don't want to lose my broken papa
just like I didn't want to lose my grandma

*he is really sick and they cant figure out whats wrong with him*