Can you hear me?

What happened
why am i here
my mom comes to visit
only once a year

what did i do
why am i insane
and why am i suffring
with all this terrible pain

what got me here
to this unhappy place
what could i have done
what happened to my face

what took my smile away
what i am to fear
in this cold room
i cant stop the tears

what have i done
im so confused
it mustve been the drugs
that i have abused

what did i drink
till nothing mattered
what drugs did i take
why is my heart shattered

cant anyone see
that i dont do that anymore
not how it was
like on april 24

not takin ex
not smokin weed
no drugs at all
cuz your the only drug i need

but the pain that shows
was self inflicted
cant you see
that iam addicted

to your smile
to your face
when im with you
im in a better place

but now iam here
with a tear on my cheek
i look at everyone
yet i cant speak

im off the drugs
cant you see
if you are listening
can you hear me?