Hold of my Heart[NOT SLANG]

It’s been so long 2 months at the most,
And yet I still find myself thinking about you,
Lying in bed at night or talking in my sleep,
I can't keep myself from this feeling so blue,

Heartbroken and shattered by the pain,
Of the worst breakup I’ve ever had,
I took it so bad I still cut each night,
Not one day goes past that 24/7 I don’t feel sad,

I’ve lost count of the numerous times I’ve tried to die,
The countless pills the flowing river of tears,
I thought I was getting over you but you managed,
To tie me up in your web just liked I have feared,

Ever with an angel by my side, I still can't stop,
Thinking about you, and how much you said you loved me,
Although it was only five days, it was the best 5 days of my life,
Everyone who new me at that time could truly see,

It hurts me that I can barely even talk to you,
Because of what you thought or what I got told,
But behind all the words and hurtful moments,
I’ll still remember you as the guy who got hold of my heart.

Dedicated to Tom Meldrum.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on 27th, May 2005