Becky you think I don't see, don't notice you hurting... that I'm oblivious to what you go through... that I couldn't possibly understand but I promise you're not the only one who's been through all this pain... many have... including me...I may not understand every single aspect and may not be the wisest of people but I am not going anywhere... you push me as hard as you can.. i've felt it... but you know what... i'm still here! and I'm not going anywhere! i love you honey... we all do! you're not alone and you have so much to live for... XxxXxxX friends for life! best friends!