Once Again

Today my skies had turned a darker shade of grey,
The sun had faded away,
And there I was,
All alone and crying to myself with my head buried deeply in my hands.
Not knowing who I can run to,
Not knowing who I can turn to,
Who could take this pain away?
My friends they seemed busy with their lives,
You know me, I don't like being anybodies burden,
Especially to my friends or you,
I wanted to run to you,
For you to hold me tight,
Tell me my life wasn't going downhill,
That things weren't out of reach.
You read a poem I had written about my feelings,
Then you told me to wait just there and then you went offline.
Waiting anxiously for the phone to ring,
But never once did that happen,
Instead, there was a knock at the door,
And I hear your voice full of concern.
Running up the stairs to see me,
I slowly open up my door,
Holding me in your arms,
Kissing my forehead and telling me you love me.
My head resting on your shoulder,
The tears falling down my cheeks.
You wipe my eyes, and stand me up.
"You're never gonna be alone, you're never gonna lose me" You say looking in to my eyes.
Holding me even tighter,
I close my eyes and the tears still falling down.
"How do you know?" I ask, I want it to be true, but why would you want to stay?
"I just do, I love you" You reply looking in to my eyes.
With just a few words you made me see my life is not over,
You made me smile,
My fears went away, I had no reasons to cry.
Once again, I fell even more in love with you.

*Dedicated to Greg! Thank you for today. Always here for you, and I promise you shall NEVER lose me*