Pain

The pain is allows there it never wants to leave
They say that I can do it but I never just believe

I use the blade to ease the pain
As I watch the color red go swiftly down the drain

I turn on the water so no one can hear the scream
I picture my self just as I am in the dream

I lock the door to let no one in
Then the pain of loss begins again

I cut the places that I hate
I sit there in a transfixed state

The color of red is inside me
The color of red is beside me

i play a game of cat and mouse
cutting my self under the house