that poem was good. I'm not a fan of cutting I have too many friends that do. I don't know what it feels like. It may help I don't know I just always think there has to be a better way...life can seem so low that you can't see an upside but in every life there is one... whether its good true friendships that always shine through or something else there is always something small or big that is an upside... always try to look for that. please. I honestly hope you are okay. xxx