This is my life

Everyday this endless pain,
never again will life be the same.
This curse has drawn me too far in,
I must be strong for i must win.

This is my life.

No need to worry - I'll be fine,
for it's not your problem, it is mine.
One cut too deep could end it all,
and to my grave I'd quickly fall.

This is my life.

You see me happy... I'm not real,
cuts and scars in time will heal.
Above all this you cannot see,
all this pain engraved in me.

This is my life.

Cant see my wrist or up my arm,
but if you do you must stay calm.
The outward sign of my inward pain,
the more i cry, more cuts i gain.

This is my life.

It's harder than most people think,
cannot be stopped with one eye blink:
not theirs, not yours, not hers or his,
because after all my life this is.

This is my life.

Wipe away the salty tears,
bring back the hopes, abolish fears.
Stop the cutting, make people see,
why i do it, not them but me.

This is my life.

vote if ya want. thankyou.