I need a friend

A friend

I need a friend god ,someone who will let me get by
Someone who will hurt to see me cry…

I thought I was finally free
To have someone who didn’t treat me like dirt
To have a friend that actually appreciated me .
Who comforted me through my misery and hurt .

I thought my friend was gone be there for me
Instead she is putting me through my misery .
God I need a friend badly please .
I need someone who won’t treat me like a bad disease

Last week I broke the window with my fist
I don’t know I just couldn’t resist .
I may be fat and ugly .
But still can you treat me like somebody

As I lay awake at night
There is so mush fear
I try with all my might
Not to shed one tear.

When people see me they go far in distance
When they see me they whisper in an instance
I wanna go to a better place.
Were I will find a friend who won’t judge me by my face.

I HATE MY LIFE , I HATE MY PAIN , I HATE THE AIR I BREATH
I HATE THE ANGER , THE LAUGHETER AND THE PAIN I RECEIVE .
I am still waiting o lord for the right friend for me.
Who knows tomorrow , next week I will just wait and see.

please rate.
(its not that good i am only 13.)