Hanging on to lies

It feels like you want to kill my soul.
I thought you said all tears would be gone.
I want to let you know that i miss you,
But why do you love to watch me suffer?
I believed all the words,
But inside I knew they were all lies.
Now you just leave me here to die.
Why cant you just stab me,
it would be less painful.
You said your love could last me a life time.
Now I'm not even sure if your love was true.
why do you seem so happy,
was this the dream you waited for to come true?
Its sad to me that everything we had is
fading away.
We almost crashed before but at the last second you stepped back from the ledge.
Were you sent ,my angel, to take everything away?
Now I notice all we were hanging on to were lies.
Now I lay here cutting,
slicing the pain away,
letting the blood flow free.
horrified, holding the knife against my flesh,
All you do is leave me here suffering!

(this is the one about you)