Death By My Hand

In your eyes,
I see your lies,
When you try to hide,
Behind your disguise,
The look of innocent,
Is nothing but since-less,
With your pitiful crys,
Of once more you will hear my last breath,
As i fall near to my death,
Thinking how pathetic I am,
Just laying there on my death bed,
I put the gun to my head,
As i have flashbacks,
I feel all my stress coming back,
All my hatred was revived again,
as my scares did not heal,
they were all real,
Back to reality,
heading for my destiny,
to the grave will i be dead,
As they rushed me to my end,
Pressuring me all they can,
As I died by my hand,
The death was my final end,
My dear friend.