Screaming

I'm screaming,
because the world turned black,
and it's too dark for me to see,

I'm crying because it's to dark and my face has withered, ugly.

I'm rocking back and forth,
for an answer to my pain,
I've been squeezed of every feeling,
there's nothing left to drain.

The darkness envelopes the entire room,
my face is twisted into fear,
I look down at my pillow,
and see another fallen tear.

I'm shivering,
I'm cold,
but no one could understand,
I must leave this world behind,
and start a great new land.

My eyes are red and swollen,
blood is oozing from my arm,
Another breath, another feeling,
a new sensation of self-harm.

I'm wrapped up in a blanket,
I'm staying warm tonight,
I'm trying to stay strong,
I'm trying to live alright.

A rain fall at my window,
will wash up all these dreams,
I'm crying and I'm withered,

but my tears soffacate my screams...