Pain is all I feel
Deeply imbedded inside
I try to run, I try to hide
Running seems easier
Easier to ease the anguish
Writhing from inside out
Trying to figure this out
Trying to grasp the pain inside
Trying to grab onto memories
Don’t stop the pain within
Don’t sterilize the anguish
Let me feel it all
Without ease or painkillers
No more of these mindless fillers
Taking it all upon my shoulders
Trying to deal with this
I don’t want to become empty
I don’t want to become lifeless
