I thought i was getting over u...
that i was over and done wit the pain..
but the truth is,
i just got used to the gnawing aching feeling of love.
it cuts me so deep..
deeper than all of my knives..
it stings me so true..
more than my rubber bands...
the things i sacrifice for u...
i saw u today...
u put ur head down to avoid my eyes...
that eyes that once caused u happiness,
the eyes that you that u carelessly watched cry bloody tears..
the eyes that r now filled with pain and loss..
on the outside looking so hateful..
i glare at you with my once meaningful gaze...
u seem to be purposely avoiding me...
do u think I'm crazy?
do u think I'm insane?
well let me tell you now...
