The anger inside
Wells like pools
I keep cool
While I start to make a plan
An escape from this world
I first think ill do it with a fan
But then no
It needs to make her cry
Make her feel like she wants to die
Then I think
Ill write her a poem telling her how I’m going to do it
Write it with the pain and anger inside
Day and night I formulate this plan
My last send off will be masterful
I will pull a trigger
And make the hole in my ear bigger
Brains splatter on the wall
As I slump and fall
To the floor
My parents hear it and walk in the door
Ill write a note
To explain my actions
Wish I could see her reactions
Knowing it was her fault
Knowing that she caused it
To be this way
The trees will blow and sway
As my funeral is held
Friends say their last goodbyes
As my coffin is lowered
Into the cold dirt
If only she hadn’t hurt
Me as she did
It didn’t have to be this way
But it has been done
Have fun
Living with this
