How?

How could I forget?
How could I forgive?
All the things you made me regret
Pushing me farther, wishing not to live

How can I lie?
How can I smile?
Wishing more and more just so I can die
Knowing that this may take a while

What can I do?
What can I say?
Should I make you feel this way too?
Make you pay for that very day?

How can I love?
How can I exist?
How can you push me aside and shove?
How can you persist?

How can you sit and make me cry?
Do you not care?
Do you even shed a tear from your eye?
What you do to me is not fair

How can you lie?
How can you hate?
What did I do to make you so dry?
Are you my end, my dreaded fate?

I loved you; you hated me
Why did I have you in my life?
Why couldn’t I make you see?
Why did you cause such strife?

I am not wanted, not seen or heard
But I still wish you could have some heed
Now I am unconscious and murdered
You killed me; I’m dying, because you had no creed

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