Look straight into my eyes
come face to face with the blankness
emptiness, loneliness and sorrow that is my soul
just
the epitome of sadness
i'm the best at what i do
before, i was just a failure
now a bursting success story
but is this what i wanted?
is this all i've ever craved to be?
a lost cause who doesn't care if she lives or dies
a teenager who would rather be dead than stay in this world for another second longer
alive or dead?
both as useless as each other
i used to dream of forever
now i only dream o never
i used to dream of the future
and now just the countless ways i could leave
too many to count on one, two, three hands
dreaming up too many ways
