Closer to you

I look at him ,
i realize I'm in-love
with this person,
its only been two months,
and im already closer to you
then Ive ever been with
someone before,

Ive done more things
with you that i thought id
never do, for my feelings
go crazy about you

when we're just laying
in my bed with your arms wrapped
around me,
i feel so safe and complete,

but when we're apart
my emotions go insane,
i wonder what your doing,
who your with , then i
remember
i need to trust you i have no reason not to ,
i know i messed up
once and I'm
sorry
if i could take back what i did
i would in a second
it was the last thing i
wanted
to do and I'm thankful
that you
gave us another try,
for i know i never want to
say good-bye.

*this was to my ex boyfriend but now i have every reason not to trust him but i still love him with all my heart even though he broke it apart*...